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hey yaa..

Heii, it's been a long day since a written about my self here. Well, cause i think it's kinda boring so i'm not posting 'bout my so-grrrrr routine..

Hari ini ga enak. super duper ga enak. Ntah kenapa bawaannya kesel banget. Pengen makan orang rasanya. tugas numpuk, survei-survei ud didepan mata, proker selanjutnya kurang dari sebulan lg, blom dapet izin buat lusa, dan g masih BELOM NONTON STEP UP yang pengen g liat dari minggu lalu. *hiks*. Sumpah sebel setengah mati. Trus tadi ngeliat kantor, seperti biasa terlihat kayak gudang, please deh ya kawan-kawan, ga ad yang sadar buat lebih take care ya ma tempet itu..? Sampe berasa kayak babu g, secara cum,a g ma nic doank yang punya kesadaran buat buang sampah. Bete amat sangat hari ini.. *hiks*. I desperately need to have a long holiday.

hey! Remember the last thing that i ever said i missed it a lot..? I haven't got it at all. ntah kapan deh baru sadar kalo g bener-bener kehilangan bagian itu. G sebel.. sumpah mati sebel banget hari ini.




Hufff.. puas dikit deh abis ngoceh-ngoceh.. :)
Nite guys, have a sweet night.

Tenth Day

*. Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad

HAPPY
All songs without exception. ;)

SAD
All jazzy songs.
Fly Me To The Moon. The Girl From Ipanema. Quiet Night and Quiet Star. Close To You

BORED
All super mellow song.
Heaven Knows. Why Are We Still Friends. Somebody's Me

HYPED
Slow rock songs.
I Don't Wanna Miss A Thing. Superman

MAD
All heavy metal songs. ( but, i never being mad, so i don't even know what heavy Metal really are. hehehehe)

Nineth Day

*. Something you’re proud of in the past few days

I'm proud to be an Untarian


I'm proud to be The Civilers


I'm proud to be Marsipalaners

Eighth Day

*. Short term goals for this month and why

1. Dapet sponsor buat MOH.
2. Tugas-tugas sedikit lebih beres. Anstruk -> tugas 2 ; Baja -> Dimensi ; Rekpon -> tugas 2 ; Beton -> Pelat..
3. Dateng ngelesin total 8x dalam bulan ini.
4. Turunin berat 3 kg. ;) :)
5. Uda mulai buka stand MOH, dapet peserta 10 orang.
6. SOCIETY berjalan dengan lancar.
   

Seventh Day

*. A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you

my super mom

Sixth Day

*. Favorite super hero and why

Usagi Tsukino aka. Sailor Moon aka. Princess Serenity

i love her at my childhood, and she's still my favorite hero 'till now. She's clumsy but powerfull. She's stupid but a hardworker. She's lovely.. :)

something missing

i do miss that phone-night-call a lot

Somebody's Me

"Somebody's Me"

You, do you remember me?
Like I remember you?
Do you spend your life
Going back in your mind to that time?
Because I, I walk the streets alone
I hate being on my own
And everyone can see that I really fell
And I'm going through hell
Thinking about you with somebody else

[CHORUS]
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That Somebody's Me [2x]

How, How could we go wrong
It was so good and now it's gone
And I pray at night that our paths soon will cross
And what we had isn't lost
Cause you're always right here in my thoughts

[Chorus]
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That Somebody's Me [2x]

You'll always be in my life
Even if I'm not in your life
Because you're in my memory
You, when you remember me
And before you set me free
Oh listen please

[Chorus]
Somebody wants you
Somebody needs you
Somebody dreams about you every single night
Somebody can't breath without you, it's lonely
Somebody hopes that one day you will see
That Somebody's Me (5x)

Enrique Iglesias

Fifth Day

*. A picture of somewhere you’ve been to

In front of Green Ranger, Cibodas

First caving with Agung at Cikarae Cave, Bogor

My first hiking at Gede Mountain

Second caving, during our queue waiting list with Hellina and Nicola

My Fave Pic ever. :)

Climbing at Citatah, Padalarang with Hellina, Nicola, Sonia, Stella

watching Journey to The Center of The Earth with civilers at PI XXI

My stupid amigo ever.. :) Ndaa, Mamii, Mango at School

Taman Nasional Ujung Kulon, Peucang Island

I'm at Indian Ocean..

With Agung at Ujung Kulon



In front of K Building with The CIVILERS

Rafting at Cimandiri

Taman perhutani cangkuan on MOC '09

Survival 2010 at Situ lembang, Bandung

My best guys, The Marsipalaners, at Lembah Cidahu, Cangkuang on SC XXXVI

okay, i think that's not the picture that i've been to, but i'd been to. hehehhee.. Who cares? :P

Fourth Day

*. A habit that you wish you didn’t have

1. My Laziness
2. Moody ME!
3. My Stupid Mouth
4. Eating everytime i get depressed
5. Being a Cry-Baby

believe me.. i'll try to get ride all of them. But, WHY IT'S SO HARD?

Third Day

*. A picture of you and your friend

My Super GirL-Friend at Civil Engineering
Me.Lemot.Erin.Silvia.Sonia

My Super Best Guys Ever
Nicola aka Dekil. Agung aka Kutu.Me


Cause One Picture is Never Enough, so I Post TWO. :)

Second Day

*. The meaning behind your Blogger name

my dearest little sleepy at his first time came to my house

blog ini namanya Sleepy Kelinci Kecil biar g selalu inget kalo g pernah punya seekor kelinci yang super lucu dan manis. Maybe he's just an ordinary pet, but he had an extraordinary meaning to me.. Kalo lagi bete, pengen nangis, ngeliat dia pasti rasanya semua bakal baik-baik aja.

Hari ke 2 ini rasanya jadi super sentimentil berkat Sleepy. Hehehehe.. Miss u badly dear. If only u're here right now. Huff.. Stupid me. T.T

First Day

*. A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself

one day at Kopi Luwak, Central Park

1. Multi talented but super lazy
2. Clever but mostly doing stupid things
3. Easy to fall. i don't have a good balancing. T.T
4. Can wasting my time by sitting at the window and lookinga at the rain falls down
5. Prefer bad guys then good guys. ( But i got a good one.. :))
6. Had been thinking 'bout my marriage since high school. hihihihi
7. I can sleep for 15 hours.
8. Give me a piece of Conello Chocolate when i get mad, and i'll give u my best smile. :D
9. Feel so productive at my Broken-hearted moment
10. Love to hug and to be huged
11. Always dreaming 'bout a house with 4 children and a Golden Retriever (Labrador still okay.hehehe)
12. Having a SMS (Short Term Memory) syndrome.
13. Love BOOK SALE!! can't resist my self not to buy
14. Moody (my bad one, i know..)
15. A writer. :)
    

My new blogging project

i found this from Jo and Miko's friend's blog :D, Delicious to c. And i'll try to post this for the next 30 days. Enjoy.. :D

The 30 Day Challenge:

Day 01- A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02- The meaning behind your Blogger name
Day 03- A picture of you and your friends
Day 04- A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05- A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06- Favorite super hero and why
Day 07- A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08- Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09- Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10- Songs you listen to when you are Happy, Sad, Bored, Hyped, Mad
Day 11- Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one
Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14- A picture of you and your family
Day 15- Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16- Another picture of yourself (baby pic!)
Day 17- Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18- Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19- Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20- Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21- A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22- What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23- Something you crave for a lot
Day 24- A letter to your parents
Day 25- What I would find in your bag
Day 26- What you think about your friends
Day 27- Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28- A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29- In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30- Who are you?

O.M.G !!!!!

Besok ujian ANSTRUK...
dan gue SAMA SEKALI BELOM MENYENTUH ANSTRUK G!!!!!!!!!!!!!
siaaaalllllllll

oooh my dear LAZINESS, please stay away from me for the next 3 months. PLEASE!!!! I beg u PLEASE.. T.T

G bener-bener mati ni besok. T.T

it' my bad-day!

aaaarrgh!!!! T.T T.T T.T

kesel.kesel.kesel.kesel..

Betonnya berantakan tadi.hiks.. Kyknya baru x ni g ujian mpe nangis. Hahaha. :'D

melayang sudah ips 4.00 semester ni. T.T

hari ini g lewatin dengan pulang super cepet, trus jalan ngalor-ngidul geje sambil nunggu jam kerja mulai. Dan sekarang g terdampar di KFC citra 2. Pengen cepet-cepet minggguu!!!!!!!!! Need a kind of super long rest. Huhuhu..

Mana 3 odong-odong banget lagi ni signalnya. Kepala ga enak, badan ga enak. Cukup menambah kekeselan g hari ini.

Mauuuu maen skating!!! T.T

sepatah kata tentang ''bahagia''

Setiap orang menginginkan kebahagiaan untuk dirinya masing-masing. Mana mungkin ada orang yang berharap agar tertimpa kejadian yang buruk.

Setiap orang juga pernah bukan? Merasa tersakiti, terluka, dan kecewa. Merasa seakan-akan dunia mengecil dan menghimpit pikiran kita. Sehingga yang tersisa hanya sedih, kesal, dan amarah.

Karena kebahagiaan itu tidak juga datang, namun perasaan tersakiti datang tanpa pernah diundang, wajarkah jika seseorang menjadi sinis terhadap dunia disekelilingnya? Melihat orang lain tertawa mendapatkan sesuatu yang sangat kita inginkan, sedangkan yang bisa kita lakukan hanya melihat tanpa memperoleh kebahagiaan itu sedikitpun. Wajar bukan jika rasa iri itu tumbuh dengan subur? Dan apakah masih wajar jika rasa iri itu keluar dalam bentuk mulut pedas yang tak menyenangkan?

Ntah wajar atau tidak, tetap saja tidak ada yang bisa disalahkan..

Semua orang ingin menggengam kebahagiaannya sendiri. Apa tidak bisa semua orang merasa bahagia tanpa perlu ada pihak yang bersedih..?

*.coret-coret super geje sebelum tidur. Hehehehe.*

Gw ga tau apa sekarang g uda mencapai ''bahagia'' itu. tapi g sadar satu hal, kebahagiaan g bukan berasal dari hal-hal yang besar, justru dari hal-hal kecil yang remeh dan sangat ga penting, bisa bikin g tersenyum dengan tulus, contohnya sepotong cake coklat dari Secret Recipe yang waktu itu g makan bareng dia. Ntah coklatnya, ntah suasananya, ntah dianya, ntah hujannya, tapi g ngerasa seneng banget waktu itu..

Kenapa yaa, hal-hal yang mmenyenangkan ga bisa berlangsung untuk seterusnya..? Kenapa harus ada akhir untuk cerita yang bahagia..?

another wishes from me

i wish for a little bit of luck.
i wish for an eternity.
i wish for my own happiness..

Kecewa

sedikit waktu yang kau miliki
luangkanlah..
untukku harap secepatnya,
datangi aku

skali ini kumohon padamu,
ada yang ingin kusampaikan
sempatkanlah..

Hampa kesal dan amarah
S'luruhnya ada dibenakku
Tandai seketika
Hati yang tak terbalas
Oleh cintamu...
Kuingin marah, melampiaskan tapi kuhanyalah sendiri disini
Ingin kutunjukkan pada siapa saja yang ada
Bahwa hatiku kecewa...

Sedetik menunggumu disini, s'perti seharian
Berkali kulihat jam ditangan
Demi membunuh waktu
Tak kulihat tanda kehadiranmu
Yang semakin meyakiniku
Kau tak datang

-Bunga Citra Lestari-

F**K YOU BOYS!!!!!!!

I'm really-really-really get MAD now. I'm tired, starting to depresed, my hair falls down, and found out this annoying thing. It's so 'grrrrrrr'..

Bete.bete.bete.bete.bete.bete...!!!!!!!!!!

There's a lot of thing dat i still need to finish before mid test, but i feel so lazy. And because of my laziness, i were doing nothing lately except playing resto-city, browsing, and keep blogging. Sometimes i felt guilty but ''yasudlayaa''. Hahaha

i know, my posting lately is about ''you'',ME,lovey-dovey-thing, or something like that. And i'm sorry dear fellas if they were disturbing u, u can unfollow me, and i don't care. I think, it's much better to post 'bout something that i like, that i love rather than to post 'bout another people.

And FYI, have i told u guys?
BOYs are JERK!
And mine is JERK too.. :'(

my midnite posting always be the freaky one. Hahaha

another things dat i love a lot from Mr. Neruda

Sonnet XXVI

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.



Pablo Neruda

*. i love you without knowing when, why, or how..

every moment being with you

"Moments"

If i die tonight,
I'd go with no regrets,
If it's in your arms,
I know that i was blessed,
And if your eyes,
are the last thing that i see,
Then i know the beauty heaven holds for me,

But if i make it through,
If i live to see the day,
If i'm with you,
I'll know just what to say,
the truth be told,
Girl, you take my breath away,
every minute, every hour, every day,

Cause every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,

A moment in time,
is all that's given you and me,
A moment in time,
and it's something you should seize,
So i won't make,(i won't make)
the mistake of letting go,
Everyday you're here,
i'm gonna let you know,

That every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,

Each morning that i get up,
(each morning i'll wait),
I love you more than ever,
(i love you more)
So girl i'll never,
go away, never stray,

So every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,

Every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,

I love, love, love the moments,
(oh yeah)
Moments we share together,
I love, love, love the moments,
(oh yeah)
I pray they'd last forever,

I love, love, love the moments,
(oh yeah)
Moments we share together,
I love, love, love the moments,
(oh yeah)
I pray they'd last forever now..........

- Westilfe-

*. why did everytime being with you seems so fast..?