Wednesday, April 25, 2012

If You're Not The One - Danniel Beddingfield


If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I'll never know wha tthe future brings
But I know you're here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I could stay in your arms

dedicated to dearest G. Hopes everything will going well. The attic room, maldives, etc. :3. i love you

Sunday, April 15, 2012

Kalo yang namanya kebahagiaan itu ga bisa g dapetin di rumah, apa g bolrh g berada di tempat yang bisa bikin g lebih bahagia?

Kalo kebahagiaan g bikin orang lain ga bahagia, apa lalu g ga boleh bahagia juga?

G bahagia sekarang. Sampai rasanya sesek dan berat untuk pulang ke rumah. Tapi g tetep harus pulang kan?

G uda nemuin tempet yang lebih bisa bikin g bahagia. Apa g ga boleh pindah ke sana aja?

Kasih tau g, gimana caranya bisa bahagia dideket orang yang nyamain u sama binatang sejak lama. Gimana caranya bisa bahagia deket orang yang selalu bilang kalo g ga bakal bisa bahagiaan orangtua, bakal dimaki suami, ga guna, dan blablabla nyakitin lainnya. Gimana bisa bahagia dengan orang yang ga pernah muji, tapi selalu ngejatuhin,ngasih kritik, bahkan ngejelek-jelekin g di depan temen-temen g.

Kalo ada yang tau, tolong lasih tau g. Gimana caranya g bisa betah di rumah? Gimana carany g bisa memilih rumah daripada tempat yg bisa ngasih g kebahagiaan yang ga pernah g dapet selama ini?

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Friday, April 13, 2012

happy tears

i warn you! this is kinda cheesy post. You may leave from now if you hate this cheesy thing. :D

pernah nangis karena bahagia?
gw pernah.. Saking seneng dan terharunya, sampe tanpa sadar ada yang jatuh netes. Dulu gw pikir cuma orang bodohyang bahagia tapi nangis. Kalo gitu, gw sekarang termasuk orang-orang bodoh itu. Semalem g nemuin lagi satu hal yang baik dari dia. Satu hal yang diem-diem g pengen dan dia lakuin tanpa g pernah minta. Wow..! Rasanya dia bisa tau apayang g mau tanpa perlu g bilang. hahahaha..

i love him. really..

2 hari lalu tiba-tiba dia ngambek. Ternyata gara-gara sms yang masuk di inbox g. Dan dy ngomong sesuatu yang bikin g sedih sekaligus kesel. C'mon boy.. Masa sih ga keliatan uda segini gede sayangnya. I won't cheat on you dodol. Yahh..paling ga bukan sekarang. :D

Tolong siapapun, jangan rusak kebahagiaan yang g punya sekarang.

G ga peduli, diomelin karena pulang malem, atau harus meres otak tiap hari, atau sempet lupa sama skripsi. G cuma mau menikmati apa yang gunya sekarang dan berharap itu ga akan ilang kayak yang udah-udah.

Thanks to l0ve me those much. i love you much too..

Tuesday, April 10, 2012


i'm copying this from my FB. this is my post 2 years ago, and it's time to re-update. ;)

1. How old are you?
(o)ld 19 count..
(n)ew 21 years old-count..

2. Are you single?
o. :) :) :)
n. No!

3. At what age do you think you'll get married?
o. 24-27
n. 22 years old. ;p

4. Do you think you'll marry the person you are with now?
o. why not? only God knows.
n. Yes, i do.. *blushing*

5. If not, who do you want to marry?
o. Matsumoto Jun!! ahahahahhaa
n. Matsumoto Jun still a good option. :)

6. Who will be your bridesmaid & bestman?
o. my little hubby niece, Vanessa
n. one of my best buddy, Syeren Felisia

7. Do you want a garden/beach or traditional wedding?
o. garden
n. beach. (see how times can change people's mind..)

8. Where do you plan to go on honeymoon?
o. Euro trip! :) Wina, Praha, Paris. :)
n. Maldives

9. How many guests do you think you'll invite?
o. no one. :p
n. let's count it..
  1. Mom
  2. Dad
  3. Robert
  4. Sonia
  5. Lemot
  6. Acil
  7. Ce Regi
  8. Syeren
  9. Nova
  10. anyone..?

10. Will that include your exes?
o. definetely no
n. idk

11. How many layers of cake do you want?
o. can i have 3 layer ceke made by chocolate??
n. 2 okay, 3 super! :9

12. When do you want to get married, morning or evening?
o. nite. ^^
n. morning. how can we see the sea at night?

13. Name the song/tune you'd like to play at your wedding.
o. fly me to the moon - Frank Sinatra
n. When I Fall in Love - Nat King Cole

14. Do you prefer fine dining or just normal spoon & fork & knife?
o. yang bisa dmakan dmana saja, kapan saja
n. anything okay.

15. Champagne or red wine?
o. red wine
n. red wine

16. Honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
o. how about before? hahahahahhaa.. trgantung mood
n. right after the wedding. He's kinda very busy..

17. Money or household items?
o. money!!!
n. money. no arque

18. How many kids would you like to have?
o. 4.. :)
n. 4

19. Will you record your honeymoon in DVD/CD?
o. nope, i'll make some pic
n. yes, why not?

20. Whose wedding plan would you like to know next?
o. anyone who tagged by me
n. anyone?

Friday, April 6, 2012


What is happiness?

But, for me, there's one thing that suit the meaning of happiness the best.

Yes, you are!

Did you know that thing above?
i have three of them.
  1. something to do : to give you happiness in return
  2. something to love : yes, you know the answer.
  3. something to hope for : a lot, and everything with you there. Maldives, Bali, France, Semeru, blablabla.

i love my journey. really. and i wish this journey will be a never ending one. have an adventerous journey with my best partner in crime.

Thursday, April 5, 2012

Gravity - Sara Bareilles

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do
I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much
than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

Set me free, leave me be.
I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while
and all my fragile strength is gone.


I live here on my knees
as I try to make you see
that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe
though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know
is that you're keeping me down

You're on to me, on to me, and all over...
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.

dedicated to my gravity, G. :). Yes, something always bring me back to you, and it never takess too long, right? :) Ntah bagaimana caranya, tiba-tib g selalu pengen ada disana.