Dear John..

Last week, i watched Dear John at BEM during my last exam. hehehehe.. Actually, i desperately wanna watched this movie a long2 time ago, but i was late. T.T but, it isn't a big problem now. i'd watch this movie, and GOSH!! once again i fall in love wid Nicholas Sparks. aaaaaaa.....

How can u make a lot of sweet stories like them and all of them still make me feel blue..? aaaaaaa

my favorite scene. :) :) :) they were kissing in the middle of the rain. aaaaaaaa........ mauuuuuu!!!! hahahahha

and 3 days ago, when i went to gramedia with sonia, i found dat.. Dear John's novel.... Aaarggghhhhh. Mauuuuuuu!!!!!!! T.T pengen amat sangat.

okay.. this isn't book that i want. i can't found Indonesian cover..:)

here is the soundtrack.. i've been fall for this song, of course.. :)

Paperweight - Joshua Radin
Been up all night staring at you
wondering what's on your mind
i've been this way with so many before
but this feels like the first time
you want the sunrise to go back to bed
i want to make you laugh
mess up my bed with me
kick off the covers i'm waiting
every word you say i think
i should write down
don't want to forget come daylight
happy to lay here
just happy to lbe here
i'm happy to know you
play me a song
your newest one
please leave your taste on my tongue
paperweight on my back
cover me like a blanket
mess up my bed with me
kick off the covers i'm waiting
every word you say i think
i should write down
don't want to forget come daylight
and no need to worry
that's wastin time
and no need to wonder
what's been on my mind
it's you
it's you
it's you
every word you say i think
i should write down
don't want to forget come daylight
and i give up
i let you win
you win cause i'm not counting
you made it back
to sleep again
wonder what you're dreaming



Little House - Amanda Seyfried
I love this place
But it's haunted without you
My tired heart
Is beating so slow
Our hearts sing less
Than we wanted
We wanted
Our hearts sing 'cause
We do not know
we do not know

To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said
I always know

You can catch me
Don't you run
Don't you run
If you live another day
In this happy little house
The fire's here to stay

To light the night
To help us grow
To help us grow
It is not said
I always know

Please don't make a fuss
It won't go away
The wonder of it all
The wonder that I made
I am here to stay

I am here to stay

Stay

dear my dearest HONEY

Hiks.. sedih banget.
Kamu bener-bener marah y..?

g ga tw musti ngomong apa. Dan ga tw gimana caranya biar u ga marah lagi.
hey dear, tell me please. What should i do..? i love both of u, guys. And i'll try my best 2 keep both of u here with me.

Jangan marah ya. G tw, g salah. sangat salah karena ngebiarin hal itu terjadi. G sendiri sakit.. Sakit banget. Berasa dejavu, gara-gara ngulangin kesalahan yang sama berkali-kali.

Tw ga kenapa g baru cerita kemaren, padahal kejadiannya bukan kemaren? Kayaknya g tau bakal jadi begini. G berasa pasti kayak waktu itu lagi. u marah.. U emank berhak marah koq, sangat berhak. Kan uda g kasih hak khusus. :') Tapi akhirnya, g memilih untuk cerita ke u. Karena g ngerasa u harus tau. G ga mw ngumpet-ngumpet di belakang kalian. Kl di depan kalian aj g harus ngumpet-ngumpet, mending jadi invisible aja sekalian..

satu lagi.. waktu itu g bilang, kalo disuruh milih, g pasti milih u kan..? Maaf ya sayang.. Sekarang g ga bisa memilih lagi. G akan coba buat pertahanin 2-2nya. Dia ngebutuhin g, sama kayak g ngebutuhin u. Kali ini g yakin, dia ga akan mainin g. "itu" suatu kesalahan yang sangat salah..

Dia minta g untuk tinggal, dan g memilih untuk tinggal. Dan sekarang g minta ke u untuk tinggal juga.. U ga akan kemana-mana kan..?

Please, jangan mrah lama-lama ya. Kita masih temen..? Masih kembaran yang kepisah..? :)

tired

g cape.. Cape banget..
Pura-pura semuanya baik-baik aja, padahal ga ada satupun yang berjalan baik.

G bener-bener ga tau lagi sekarang musti gimana. Semuanya berasa stuck, dan apapun yang g lakuin selalu salah.

G sayang mereka berdua. Sangat sayang.. Tapi bkenapa mereka berdua ga bisa gitu? Rasanya semua kejadian yang pernah terjadi dulu, terjadi lagi sekarang. ..

Dulu juga pernah begini. Mereka saling ga suka, dan akhirnya g harus kehilangan salah satuny. Masa harus kejadian lagi c..???????

Kenapa sih? Cuma kesalahan yang sama yang bisa g lakuin. Bener-bener bukan manuisa yang kreatif. Hiks... G sedihh
G sangat sedih sekarang

Sampai berasa penegn menghilang. G ga tau harus gimana..g ga ngerti apa yg uda g lakuin selama ini. G ga tw

What am I to You? - Norah Jones

What am I to you
Tell me darling true
To me you are the sea
Vast as you can be
And deep the shade of blue

When you're feeling low
To whom else do you go
See I cry if you hurt
I'd give you my last shirt
Because I love you so

If my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
I never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
I love you when you're blue
Tell me darlin true
What am I to you

Yah well if my sky should fall
Would you even call
Opened up my heart
Never want to part
I'm giving you the ball

When I look in your eyes
I can feel the butterflies
Could you find a love in me
Could you carve me in a tree
Don't fill my heart with lies

I will you love when you're blue
Tell me darlin true
What am I to you
What am I to you
What am I to you ..?

*dedicated to you

Don't Miss You at All - Norah jones

As I sit and watch the snow
Fallin' down
I don't miss you at all
I hear children playin' laughin' so loud
I don't think of your smile

So if you never come to me
You'll stay a distant memory
Out my window I see lights going dark
Your dark eyes don't haunt me

And then I wonder who I am
Without the warm touch of your hand

And then I wonder who I am
Without the warm touch of your hand
As I sit and watch the snow
Fallin' down

I don't miss you at all
I don't miss you at all
I don't miss you at all

"Kamu kenapa sedih..?"

One day at one place..

"Aduh, apaan sih ini.. Ganggu jalan orang aja. batu koq totol-totol gini y?"

"Ooops.. ternyata orang toh. Kenapa dia?"
"Hiks..hiks...hiks.."

"cup..cup..cup.. Jangan nangis lagii.. Ntar akuu juga sedih. Mau permen?"

"Hiks..hiks..hiks.."
"Heii.. kenapa ini? Ada apa ini? Siapa ini..?"
"Ntah siapa.. Tapi dia lagi sedih. Dan melihatnya membuatku juga sedih.."
"Ayoo, kita sama-sama menghiburnya.."

"cheersss...:)"

"cheersss...:)"

"Fiuh.. akhirnya.."
"iy, akhirnya"
"Makasih yaa kawan-kawan. ."

Dan ceritany berakhir dengan bahagia. ^^

Here i am.. at Acil's. :D

Uda lama ga kesini. Pengen cerita. Ada banyak cerita.. Tentang kami.. :) :) :)

aku. kita. mereka.
g mulai kumat ni errornya. hahahahahahaa

Aaaaarrrggggggghhhhhhhhhh
What should i do??
Being a good friend and throw away my ego..?
Hiks.hiks.hiks.
sedih
sedih sangat
Lagi-lagi terjadi
hal yanga sama
dengan tokoh yang berbeda
di waktu yang berbeda..

Trus sebel!!
Harusnya jalan hari minggu, mau beli kelinci, tapi ga jadi. Yang mau nemenin g sibuk. hiks. Padahal banyak nama buat kelinci g.
Petto, Metto, Poki, Moki, Peko. Sleepo, Brownie, Loopie..
aah, ga jadi semua.
Dia nyebelin..
Padahal uda niat banget ni ngadopsi anak. T.T

oiy.. kata aciL..
"Brengsek u"
g mau nambahin
"Emank, brengsek u..!! "

Buat mereka berdua. Kalian brengsek. Ups, g tambahin d. Buat kalian semua. Kalian brengsek...
fiuuhh..

Kurang annoying lemot ni disini.
Aaahhh... pengen nulis banyak, tapi speechless
bingung. T.T

Goodbye Lovers - James Blunt

Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blind and I knew I had won.

So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.

You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind but then I knew it,
My heart was blinded by you.

I've kissed your lips and held your hand.

Shared your dreams and shared your bed.

I know you well, I know your smell.

I've been addicted to you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You had been the one.
You had been the one for me.(2x)

I am a dreamer and when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be

I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.

I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You had been the one.
You had been the one for me.(2x)

And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.

Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You had been the one.
You had been the one for me.(2x)

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.(2x)

*dedicated 2 u.. dengan sdikit sekali perubahan. :')

I Want a Guy..

dulu ni, pas masih zamannya friendster, g naro ni di profile g. Suka sekali dengan kata-katanya. Maniiiissss.. :) :) :)

sayang banget, setelah g kuliah sekarang, menyadari-menimbang-menyimpulkan.. That's too good to be true. ;')