it' my bad-day!

aaaarrgh!!!! T.T T.T T.T

kesel.kesel.kesel.kesel..

Betonnya berantakan tadi.hiks.. Kyknya baru x ni g ujian mpe nangis. Hahaha. :'D

melayang sudah ips 4.00 semester ni. T.T

hari ini g lewatin dengan pulang super cepet, trus jalan ngalor-ngidul geje sambil nunggu jam kerja mulai. Dan sekarang g terdampar di KFC citra 2. Pengen cepet-cepet minggguu!!!!!!!!! Need a kind of super long rest. Huhuhu..

Mana 3 odong-odong banget lagi ni signalnya. Kepala ga enak, badan ga enak. Cukup menambah kekeselan g hari ini.

Mauuuu maen skating!!! T.T

sepatah kata tentang ''bahagia''

Setiap orang menginginkan kebahagiaan untuk dirinya masing-masing. Mana mungkin ada orang yang berharap agar tertimpa kejadian yang buruk.

Setiap orang juga pernah bukan? Merasa tersakiti, terluka, dan kecewa. Merasa seakan-akan dunia mengecil dan menghimpit pikiran kita. Sehingga yang tersisa hanya sedih, kesal, dan amarah.

Karena kebahagiaan itu tidak juga datang, namun perasaan tersakiti datang tanpa pernah diundang, wajarkah jika seseorang menjadi sinis terhadap dunia disekelilingnya? Melihat orang lain tertawa mendapatkan sesuatu yang sangat kita inginkan, sedangkan yang bisa kita lakukan hanya melihat tanpa memperoleh kebahagiaan itu sedikitpun. Wajar bukan jika rasa iri itu tumbuh dengan subur? Dan apakah masih wajar jika rasa iri itu keluar dalam bentuk mulut pedas yang tak menyenangkan?

Ntah wajar atau tidak, tetap saja tidak ada yang bisa disalahkan..

Semua orang ingin menggengam kebahagiaannya sendiri. Apa tidak bisa semua orang merasa bahagia tanpa perlu ada pihak yang bersedih..?

*.coret-coret super geje sebelum tidur. Hehehehe.*

Gw ga tau apa sekarang g uda mencapai ''bahagia'' itu. tapi g sadar satu hal, kebahagiaan g bukan berasal dari hal-hal yang besar, justru dari hal-hal kecil yang remeh dan sangat ga penting, bisa bikin g tersenyum dengan tulus, contohnya sepotong cake coklat dari Secret Recipe yang waktu itu g makan bareng dia. Ntah coklatnya, ntah suasananya, ntah dianya, ntah hujannya, tapi g ngerasa seneng banget waktu itu..

Kenapa yaa, hal-hal yang mmenyenangkan ga bisa berlangsung untuk seterusnya..? Kenapa harus ada akhir untuk cerita yang bahagia..?

another wishes from me

i wish for a little bit of luck.
i wish for an eternity.
i wish for my own happiness..

Kecewa

sedikit waktu yang kau miliki
luangkanlah..
untukku harap secepatnya,
datangi aku

skali ini kumohon padamu,
ada yang ingin kusampaikan
sempatkanlah..

Hampa kesal dan amarah
S'luruhnya ada dibenakku
Tandai seketika
Hati yang tak terbalas
Oleh cintamu...
Kuingin marah, melampiaskan tapi kuhanyalah sendiri disini
Ingin kutunjukkan pada siapa saja yang ada
Bahwa hatiku kecewa...

Sedetik menunggumu disini, s'perti seharian
Berkali kulihat jam ditangan
Demi membunuh waktu
Tak kulihat tanda kehadiranmu
Yang semakin meyakiniku
Kau tak datang

-Bunga Citra Lestari-

F**K YOU BOYS!!!!!!!

I'm really-really-really get MAD now. I'm tired, starting to depresed, my hair falls down, and found out this annoying thing. It's so 'grrrrrrr'..

Bete.bete.bete.bete.bete.bete...!!!!!!!!!!

There's a lot of thing dat i still need to finish before mid test, but i feel so lazy. And because of my laziness, i were doing nothing lately except playing resto-city, browsing, and keep blogging. Sometimes i felt guilty but ''yasudlayaa''. Hahaha

i know, my posting lately is about ''you'',ME,lovey-dovey-thing, or something like that. And i'm sorry dear fellas if they were disturbing u, u can unfollow me, and i don't care. I think, it's much better to post 'bout something that i like, that i love rather than to post 'bout another people.

And FYI, have i told u guys?
BOYs are JERK!
And mine is JERK too.. :'(

my midnite posting always be the freaky one. Hahaha

another things dat i love a lot from Mr. Neruda

Sonnet XXVI

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz,
or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off.
I love you as certain dark things are to be loved,
in secret, between the shadow and the soul.

I love you as the plant that never blooms
but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers;
thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance,
risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body.



Pablo Neruda

*. i love you without knowing when, why, or how..

every moment being with you

"Moments"

If i die tonight,
I'd go with no regrets,
If it's in your arms,
I know that i was blessed,
And if your eyes,
are the last thing that i see,
Then i know the beauty heaven holds for me,

But if i make it through,
If i live to see the day,
If i'm with you,
I'll know just what to say,
the truth be told,
Girl, you take my breath away,
every minute, every hour, every day,

Cause every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,

A moment in time,
is all that's given you and me,
A moment in time,
and it's something you should seize,
So i won't make,(i won't make)
the mistake of letting go,
Everyday you're here,
i'm gonna let you know,

That every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,

Each morning that i get up,
(each morning i'll wait),
I love you more than ever,
(i love you more)
So girl i'll never,
go away, never stray,

So every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,

Every moment,
we share together,
is even better,
than the moment before,
If every day was,
as good as today was,
then i can't wait until tomorrow comes,

I love, love, love the moments,
(oh yeah)
Moments we share together,
I love, love, love the moments,
(oh yeah)
I pray they'd last forever,

I love, love, love the moments,
(oh yeah)
Moments we share together,
I love, love, love the moments,
(oh yeah)
I pray they'd last forever now..........

- Westilfe-

*. why did everytime being with you seems so fast..?