miss u

kangen
sekali

yaaa.. tidak sekangen itu sebenernya. hahahaha
but , i missed a little thing from my dearest brother. :)

cepetan balik sini kamu!

sometimes, all of this stuff made me feels like "pacar paling norak sedunia". hahahhahaha

Fall in LOVE with Ashton Kutcher (Killers)

Today, i watched Killers with Agung and Sonia at Pluit Village XXI, and.. GOSH!!!!! Ashton Kutcher..!!!! He's hot, sexy, cute, cool, handsome, gorgeous, etc.. Everything u want from a guy, he have!!!!

aaaaaaaaaaaaa....

mau.mau.mau.mau.mauuuuuu.

Oh my God!! At the moment i watches him without his shirt (eewww.. :p), i felt in love with him. hihiihihihiii (ketawa centil). Mulai sekarang g ngefans deh ma dia. Senyumnya itu lho. manaaa tahannn.. ;) :) :)

Tentang Killersny sendiri sih, bagus koq. Recommended bgt.. Action-Romance comedy. Coba lebih banyak adegan Ashton K-nya topless.. hehehhehe. ;)

They don't understand

Find yours girl.. ;)

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

Quotes taken from Romeo + Juliet (1996)

Romeo: If I profane with my unworthiest hand this holy shrine, the gentle sin is this. My lips, to blushing pilgrims, ready stand to smooth that rough touch with a tender kiss.
Juliet: Good pilgrim, you do wrong your hand too much, which mannerly devotion shows in this. For saints have hands that pilgrims' hands do touch, and palm to palm is holy palmers' kiss
Romeo: Have not saints lips, and holy palmers too?
Juliet: Ay, pilgrim, lips that they must use in prayer.
Romeo: Well, then, dear saint, let lips do what hands do. They pray, grant thou, lest faith turn to despair.
Juliet: Saints do not move, though grant for prayers' sake.
Romeo: Then move not, while my prayer's effect I take.
Romeo: [They kiss] Thus from my lips, by thine, my sin is purged.
Juliet: Then have my lips the sin that they have took?
Romeo: Sin from my lips? O trespass sweetly urged! Give me my sin again.
Juliet: [they kiss again] You kiss by the book.

Juliet: My only love sprung from my only hate! Too early seen unknown, and known too late! Prodigious birth of love it is to me that I must love a loathed enemy.

Juliet: O Romeo, Romeo, wherefore art thou Romeo? Deny thy father and refuse thy name, or if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love, and I'll no longer be a Capulet.
Romeo: Shall I hear more, or shall I speak at this?
Juliet: 'Tis but thy name that is my enemy, thou art thyself though not a Montague. What is Montague? It is nor hand, nor foot, nor arm, nor face, nor any other part belonging to a man. Oh, what's in a name? That which we call a rose by any other word would smell as sweet; so Romeo would, were he not Romeo called, retain that dear perfection to which he owes without that title. Romeo, doff thy name! And for thy name, which is no part of thee, take all myself.

Juliet: O, swear not by the moon, the inconstant moon, who monthly changes in her circled orb, lest that thy love prove likewise variable.
Romeo: What shall I swear by?
Juliet: Do not swear at all. Or, if thou wilt, swear by the gracious self which is the god of my idolatry, and I'll believe thee.

Juliet: Goodnight, goodnight! Parting is such sweet sorrow that I shall say goodnight till it be morrow.


Juliet: Love give me strength.
[she drinks the potion]

Romeo: Thy drugs are quick. Thus with a kiss I die.

Flash - back

Barusan ngliat-liat agenda pas zaman kelas 3 sma smester akhir, trus baru sadar, ternyata g suka menulis.. :) Nemuin banyak rangkaian kalimat, puisi, curhatan, bahkan ada satu syair lagu yang g buat. dan setelah gue liat-liat lagi, ternyata g kurang berbakat bikin lagu, dangkal bangett.. hahahaha

Ni beberapa hasil karya yang g temuin dsitu

Untuk Dirimu
Seuntai nada mengalun di hati
menetap di dalam dan tak ingin pergi
Taburan bintang berkelip di dalam lubuk jiwaku
menerangi dalam setiap malam

Seluruhnya..
membuatku semakin luruh
semakin jatuh
dan
semakin sayang

Reff.
Untuk dirimu
Sejuta pelangi di tengah mentari
Sejuta embun pagi
Sejuta kata cinta
Seutuhnya kuberikan padamu
Hanya untuk dirimu

Terdengarkah olehmu
Semua lagu
Semua rasa
Semua cinta
hanya untuk dirimu..


Hehehehehe.. jadi maluu.. ^^

Satu lagi nih, tadi nemuin my favorite quotes ever, taken from Moulin Rouge

"The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return."
and i found it were true.. ;)

Hidup itu perjuangan

Hidup itu aneh.. dan kejam. :)

Beberapa minggu yang lalu, banyak temen-temen g yang putus dan patah hati. Bener-bener minggu yang suram dan sangat mempengaruhi g. Dan di tengah kesuraman itu, g dapet sesuatu yang sangat menyenangkan. Actually, it's my biggest present this year from God. hehehehe.. G sampe mikir, apa kebahagiaan g itu di dapat dengan tumbal kebahagiaan temen-temen g..?

Pikiran yang aneh memang. Ni kan hidup g, dan jelas ga ada sangkut pautnya ma jalan hidup temen-temen g. Dan kalau dipikir-pikir lagi, sebenernya g sangat layak lho ngedapetin apa yang g punya sekarang, karena g uda mengalami masa-masa up and down sebelumnya juga uda berusaha sangat keras untuk jadi sahabat yang baik, y kan.. ;) Tapi, akhirnya g nyerah.. Ga gampang ternyata tersenyum dengan hati yang luka dan berdarah.

Awalnya, g pikir ga mungkin ada happy ending buat cerita g, dan ternyata g salah. Yaa ga salah juga c, karena yang g punya sekarang, bukan akhir yang bahagia, tapi awal yang baru..

Seneng d kalo dipikir-pikir. sampai sekarang pun masih seneng.. :) :) :) Emang sih, kadang-kadang g kuatir, ragu, dll.. Apalagi ditambah saran dari koko g kemarin. Itu bener-bener bikin g berpimir banyak. Karena ga cuma dia duank yang ngomong gitu. G jadi semakin kuatir. Tapi itu wajar kan? Mengingat cara g dapetinnya yang 'undescribeable'. hehehe.. Makanya, g lebih butuh bukti dan tindakan daripada sekedar kata-kata. apa sih artinya kata-kata kalo tindakannya nihil..

Tapi, ya udalah.. Belajar buat lebih percaya 'kamu'. Seandainya g luka lagi, paling ga, itu bukan kesalahan g koq. G kan hanya mencoba untuk keep believing. ;)

Sekarang, g lagi belajar banayk hal. Belajar jadi pemimpin yang baik terutama.. :) Kayak hari ini, cape banget, dan rasanya banyak hal yg ga berjalan sesuai harapan g, banyak hal yg bikin kecewa. Tapi sekali lagi, Thx GOD, g punya temen-temen yang juga sayang Marsi. jadi sedikit bisa bernafas. Walau tetap aja bikin stress. hiks..

Semoga besok bakal lebih baik lagi dari hari ini. lebih banyak orang-orang yang dateng. Lebih banyak yang berjalan sesuai rencana. lebih sedikit kesalahan yang g lakukan. Aammmiiiiinnnnnnn. ^^

"It's funny how big of an impact you have on me. It's like when i see you, you don't even have to speak, all you can do is smile, and it can bright my day."

lagu ini g dedikasikan buat temen-temenku yang sedang berjuang dengan patah hatinya. Move on girls..

One Last Cry - Brian Mc Knight

My shattered dreams and broken heart
Are mending on the shelf
I saw you holding hands
Standing close to someone else
Now I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
I gave my best to you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind this time
Stop living a lie
I guess I'm down to my last cry

Cry.....

I was here
You were there
Guess we never could agree
While the sun shines on you
I need some love to rain on me
Still I sit all alone
Wishing all my feelings was gone
Gotta get over you
Nothing for me to do
But have one last cry

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Stop living a lie

[Bridge:]
I know I gotta be strong
Cause round me life goes on and on
And on ....
And on ....

[Chorus:]
One last cry
Before I leave it all behind
I gotta put you out of my mind
For the very last time
Been living a lie

I guess I'm down,
I guess I'm down,
I guess I'm down...
I guess I'm down...
To my last cry...